By Helena P. Schrader
"The survivors of a failed coup are never its heroes," Axel Baron von dem Bussche told me the first time we met, but by most standards Bussche was a hero. At the age of 24, while a captain in the German Army, Bussche agreed to carry out a suicide-bombing against Adolf Hitler.
The time was November 1943 and the conspiracy against Hitler headed by former Chief of the German General Staff Ludwig Beck had already made several unsuccessful attempts on Hitler's life. Twice explosive devices had been activated in Hitler's proximity, but in one case the bomb failed to detonate and in the other Hitler got out of range before the device could go off. Opportunities to get explosive devices near to the increasingly paranoid German dictator were few and far between, and the conspirators recognized that Hitler's insistence on the new officer's uniform being modeled before him personally was a rare and perfect opportunity for an assassination attempt. Under normal circumstance, anyone admitted to Hitler's presence was first searched for arms, but a man modeling a uniform would have to be fully outfitted with side-arms - and grenades.
Axel Baron von dem Bussche was known to the conspirators as a "reliable" officer – i.e. a man who was a bitter opponent of Hitler. He was also tall, blond, blue-eyed, and good-looking. Furthermore, he was a veteran with multiple wound badges and he had been highly decorated. Bussche had the Iron Cross First and Second Class, and the German Cross in Gold at this time; he would later receive the Knight's Cross. In short, he made an ideal "model." Bussche was asked if he was willing to carry out an assassination attempt and agreed without hesitation.
Bussche traveled to Hitler's HQ in East Prussia and prepared for the fateful meeting. The Conspiracy provided him with English plastic explosives and a fuse that could be set to various lengths, but Bussche preferred to use a German hand grenade instead. "I was a lot bigger and stronger than Hitler," Axel told me bluntly, "and I figured I could hold on to him long enough for a three second fuse to go off. The plastic explosives were too unreliable."
The date for modeling the uniform in front of Hitler was set: Nov. 23, 1943. Bussche waited impatiently, but the uniform failed to arrive. It had been destroyed in the previous night's air-raid. Meanwhile, Bussche's leave had run out. His division was involved in the heavy fighting on the Eastern Front, and as a company commander he was needed there urgently. He could not wait for another uniform to be sent. He returned to duty – and was shortly afterwards so severely wounded that his leg needed to be amputated. He was in an SS hospital recovering from surgery on his leg – with the English explosives he had not used in a suitcase under his bed - when Claus Count Stauffenberg made his assassination attempt on July 20, 1944. That night he ate his address book page by page to prevent it getting into the wrong hands, and vowed that the first person to come and visit him would be asked to dispose of the incriminating explosives in the suitcase under his bed. Unfortunately, the first person who came to see him was "a young lady" and, as Axel put it, "of course I couldn't ask her to deal with the explosives." So he had to wait for a second visitor, this time a fellow officer, who obligingly took the suitcase and threw it in a near-by lake – without asking any questions.
But in Berlin, more and more of Axel's friends and comrades were being swept up in the Gestapo investigation of the July 20th Coup. Guilt by association was the rule, and over the remaining months of the war, men and women would hang for nothing more serious than giving a friend a place to stay the night, or merely expressing sympathy with the conspirators. As Axel made sure I knew, I had the opportunity to meet him only because friends and comrades did not betray his name - even under Gestapo torture.
So Axel survived the war, and I will never forget the first time Axel contacted me. I was sitting at my desk, working for a Washington area consulting firm, when the phone rang. I answered unsuspecting with the company name and the standard question, "How can I help you?"
On the other end of the line a deep male voice barked: "Bussche. Ludwig Hammerstein says we should meet. I want you to come to dinner on Thursday." The address and time followed. I really wasn't given a choice – but I would have jumped at the opportunity any way. I knew who Axel Baron von dem Bussche was because by the time I got that call I had been researching the German Resistance for some time; I knew Ludwig Baron von Hammerstein, the son of the Chief of Staff and C-in-C of the German Army in the 1930s, quite well.
That dinner in Georgetown was the start of a long friendship which included many conversations particularly during my visits to Axel's baroque manor outside of Geneva, Switzerland. Axel had a way of telling stories that kept one breathless – but the laughter was never far behind. And, yet, by the time I knew him he not only suffered from severe "phantom pains" in his missing leg, but from a severe guilt complex. He felt guilty for having failed to kill Hitler – although it was not his fault. And he felt guilty that so many of his friends had died in the war and in the aftermath of July 20th, but he was still alive. Last but not least, he felt guilty for not having done more to stop Hitler's atrocities. This was largely because Axel was one of the few members of the German Resistance who had actually witnessed the atrocities.
It was the summer of 1942. Bussche, having finally recovered from a lung wound that had kept him in Germany "convalescing" in the position of Adjutant to his Regiment in Potsdam, was back on the Eastern Front. He was an Infantry First Lieutenant. One quiet day, a sergeant, one of the company couriers, rode up on a motorcycle. "Herr Leutnant, you better come and see this for yourself," was all the man said. It was an unusual request but something about the man's demeanor made Bussche go along with the messenger without question.
When he told me the story he turned on me at this point and, scowling fiercely, and growled: "You grew up knowing about Auschwitz! You know that we murdered millions! But I grew up thinking we were a civilized people – the people of Goethe and Beethoven. I had to stare at what was happening for five minutes before my brain would accept what my eyes told me: civilians were being brought up by the truck-load. The SS made them strip off their clothes – men, women and children – and then climb into an open pit which was already filled with a layer of corpses – some of them still twitching. The SS ordered them to lie face down on the others and then the SS shot them in the back of the head."
Axel was never the same after this experience, and more than 40 years later he told me that he had given much thought to what he should have done. At the time, he said, he had wanted to rush to his superiors and demand that the Army intervene to stop the SS. But he soon recognized that this was futile. The Army had no control over the SS. Only Hitler could stop the SS – and Hitler had given the orders. So Axel became an even more fanatical opponent of Hitler than he had been before. He was prepared to kill himself in order to kill Hitler. But he did not have an easy conscience. He told me that after much soul-searching he had finally realized that what he should have done was step up to the edge of the pit, remove his officer's uniform with the many decorations for bravery and recording his wounds, and climbed into the pit with the victims.
Axel Baron von dem Bussche was a hero by almost any definition of heroism – except his own.
Award-Winning Novelist Helena P. Schrader describes people she met during her research on the German Resistance to Hitler. For more information about the novel, An Obsolete Honor, and the German Resistance to Hitler, visit her website at: An Obsolete Honor.
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